A simplistic blog about myself.

Hello to anyone that decides to read my blog.

I was browsing the internet like I always do when I'm bored, reading stories of manipulation and trying to better myself by taking a look at other peoples mistakes, when I came across someone that claimed to be a socipath, blogging. I myself think this is a brilliant idea, so I have made one myself. Why do I think it's a brilliant idea? I aim to find out what other people think of me, and see how I can trigger reactions via the internet, it sounds like fun.

I am now going to sum myself up in a really simple way considering I don't want to give away who I am, but more or less tell you enough to please your need for something a little more interesting in your lives as opposed to the norm. I know as a fact that people LOVE hearing about my look on things, so I'll see if they do over the web. I'll just pick some questions and answer them, but if you'd like to ask any yourself then do so and I'll reply.

FEARS.
My biggest fears without ant doubt in my mind is not doing anything big. I hate the idea of doing what everybody else does; wake up, school, home - wake up, work, home. I just don't see how people can do those things and manage to be happy, I sure can't. Before I do I want to be known for something, whether it's good or bad. I equally love the idea of being hated by millions or being loved by millions. It's an added bonus that someone will always look up to you no matter what you do, I also know that as a fact. My other fear is being is being alone. Some days I just wake up and feel like I'm doing NOTHING with myself, It's a terrible feeling. I might try to ring someone, and spark up either an argument or an agreed argument, or just get them to remind me of the fact that they think I'm the greatest person they know, but if they don't answer their phone .. hello depression. It's at these times that I need to do something, ANYTHING, in order to make myself better. Alcohol works quite well, along with pain killers. I'm not allowed to drink alcohol, I'm not old enough, but that doesn't stop me. I mix it with other drinks and take it with me, everywhere. I tell myself to stretch it out amongst the day and save it, but I always end up sculling it all at once.

SOCIAL LIFE.
I am able to fit into many social groups, my most favourble one being the 'toughie' group. It's in this group, known as my clique, in which I get to do the most enjoyable things, and always be involved in some kind of dispute. Nobody wants to mess with me because I am a part of this clique, they realize that if they do, they will be gang bashed, it's as simple as that. To my group of toughies I am considered to be 'the funny one that hates everyone'. I don't like parties, my group throws a lot of them but I never come, I don't care whos birthday it is - especially if it's BYOB. My group has it's stereotipical bitches, I love these girls, they allow me to rant on and on about the flaws of the world without being put down. It annoys me when people disagree with me, at first I try to make them realize they are wrong, but get bored and end up telling them that they are what is wrong with the world. Like an argument over 'those who are dying should die, they are ruining the gene pool'. This girl said 'by grandma died did she deserve to?!' and calmy replied 'of course she did, and that's why she did'. End of topic. Another great thing about the toughie group is fact that when I spot someone that's a little bit of an outcast, they adore the fact that someone so popular is talking to them. This one girl asks me 'why do you talk to me?' and I reply by saying 'because you are fun'. She is completely amazed by the fact that I find her fun, but I am soon to take it back once she is comfortable. Fun fact: she hates people touching her neck, but lets me do it.

INTERESTS.
I love history, more specifically WW2. Hitler was a fantastic leader, and has alot of black propaganda about him. I love debating with people over him, simply because of the fact that they don't even know anything about him, and are surprised to hear the other end of the story. I try to make people understand that he cared for his people, but when they fail to admit it no matter how many facts I throw at them, I simply say 'he was good, but he didn't kill enough people because you're still here'. It's a great way to make enemies if you ask me, haha. Another interest includes criminals, they are fun to research and I can learn a lot from them. It's good to see others mistakes and remember no to make them yourself. Most of my attention goes towards people, they are probably my main interest.

That will do for more, if you want to know more, just ask me and I'll tell you. I'll even blog it if you want, I'll bet that you love the attention.

Fin.